Thursday, May 22, 2008
Hiya.Just feel like blogging to like express my current thoughts.Took a half-day leave to watch aj's bball finals. Then.. things didn't reli go well.I mean for Pris and i part. but well, dont talk bt tt. Alright i went for him. obviously, if not i go for whatt.Anyway was walking into the hall then kind of sideway saw him. then i just hurried in and pris said he looked into the door to like confirm see isit me not. was sooo excited bout it. Game started. Men who are really serious in doing their stuffs looks damnnn suave.like him, concentrating in the game. doing his best. After the game, he messaged me that he saw me during his warm up.i was soo freaking excited. thought it was a start to a convo. Then i replied then he replied saying thanks and all and said he needa go for dinner alr.haiy.I was like kinda down when we couldnt talk further.I mean, if he ain't interested in talking to me further, means he's not interested in me right.so vexed. so long already still like this. omg. 3 years of my youth. haiy.Wanna forget but also not within my control. =(The good thing is that every little positive thing he does makes you fly all the way to heaven.But on the other hand, any seemingly negative move can drop you to hell.Argh. sick of it.Guess ultimately we wont be together. so face it!Stop being so involved. argh.But i know if i die tomorrow, i'll die with the deepest regret i can imagine. Haiy. and the mouse is like going bonkus at this time too. Thanks alot.wth. im haiying away when im anti-haiying my boss. lol. Cheer up man.Gimme some time.
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